Internal Landscapes
Internal Landscapes
These environmental self-portraits capture the uneasy dance between self and surroundings. I aim to explore the paradox of presence, of being physically grounded in a place while feeling emotionally and mentally removed. I use both familiar and unsettling spaces to convey an unaccepting yet inhabited environment. In this work, depression becomes a landscape in which I navigate. Affecting how I perceive and interact with the world, bestowing a muted or distorted quality upon it. In making these portraits, I made a friend of myself as my own subject. This series seeks to exhibit a vulnerability, where adaptation is not a seamless integration but a continual negotiation with discomfort.